Jealousy can really destroy a man. Anyways, this is my first post of 2012. She and I have been chatting and texting more then usual. Yeah I guess it's good and I'm glad that we are but um how do I say this? I'm still in love... With um her. I guess I'm happy that we're more close then usual. But talking to the person you love knowing she's not with you can really just really @I€++%#[^+€>?£_= you. But it's better then not talking at all. Yeah sure maybe it could push me even deeper in the friend zone but hey, I get to talk to her, see her smile and laugh

The other day, she dropped by the house (while I was in Singapore =.=") sending Christmas presents. She gave me a really cool pendrive and a card the day before and she dropped by again the next day giving minced pies and cookies. They were awesome. And 2 days ago, I went by her house and gave her her Christmas present and literally in front of her dad. Haha. How awesome is that? But I think he's cool with it.

Anyways, I'm moving to KL soon. And I don't how often I'm going to see her again. I have work and German lessons. Am I reluctant to move? Yes I am. My friends told me it's a good thing that I'm moving to KL so I can just forget her and move on but I'm not sure if I can and want to. I know I can't keep on living like this forever.. I don't know. I'm currently lost. Well, we'll see how it goes. I mean I don't care about getting hurt, I'm use to it but as long she doesn't get hurt.

I guess that's about it.