It was my first day at work on Monday in a gallery. My first task was to rearrange catalogues in the bookshelf and they said I did a top notch job. But yesterday I didn't go in, I fell ill but today, definitely going, There's an opening tonight, so I'm quite excited. This is my second week learning German and it is tough. Very confusing but what's life without struggling?

We'll be moving in soon to our new house in Bukit Tunku. It's a really cool house from the 70s but, JB is still home no matter what. I miss Johor terribly. I miss her terribly. She asked 2 of my close buddies out. I obviously am really jealous of them. She didn't ask me. I know I'm in KL but I wish she would acknowledge me. I always have this crazy thought of 2 of my close friends just sweeping her off her feet. It gets me everytime and it kills me of that thought. Doesn't matter if it's with my best friends but with anyone else, the pain is unbearable. And it just makes me lose it. After what happened, it's so hard to trust anyone. I've been trying to meet her since before I left for KL, just to see her once but she was too busy. I don't know if she's avoiding me or something. I'm sad.