Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Now then, where shall I begin? Ah yes, perhaps with her as always. It's been approximately 21 days since her examinations ended and 13 days since mine. Both our exams has ended and nothing changed. But I keep wondering, she knows I love her but I don't know if she feels the same way for me. For all I heard from people, they tell me she does have feelings for me, it's just that..... she's unsure of what she wants. She's not sure. But I don't know if it's true or not. I don't know.. I've been told to wait till exams are over and perhaps we could work it out. But the thing is, exams are over and nothing changed. Am I suppose to do something? Say something to her? I know, I'm that stupid right to not know. Any advice?
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
You know, every morning and night when I wanna wish you goodnight or good morning, I always think more then twice. I don't want to disturb and annoy you by wishing you everyday and night. But if I don't wish you, you'd perhaps feel that you miss me and I guess that's good for me because maybe you'd contact me. But there's also a chance of you saying to yourself "he doesn't care for me any longer, maybe I should stop caring for him" That's what I'm afraid of. I care for you with all my heart. You are the first thought that comes to my mind every time I wake and every time before I sleep. I don't know what to do.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
I hope I'm getting close. A close friend of mine and hers promised me with his life that she's gonna be with me and that she wants to give me a chance. I don't even know if it's true but I could use the hope that he's giving. It just gives me motivation. But what really motivates me is her. Seeing her. Hearing her laugh, speak and seeing her smile. As I said, she's beautiful and unbelievably cute at the same time plus together with her personality. I love you so much..
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