Currently staying alone in KL. I had my first German class yesterday. It was really fun. Ich spreche Deutsch :) The teacher Ilse Koo is great. She's from Austria. I met new friends too, Azza from Sudan, Mohamed from Saudi Arabia, Ammar from Yemen, Richie from the Philippines and Connie from Malaysia. Gonna have my 2nd lesson in a couple of hours. Last night, I went to the theaters and watched a horror, The Awakening. Alone. It's not that scary but I enjoyed it.

Anyways, I guess right now at where I am, I'm slowly moving on. Do I think about her often? Yes I do. But I think, the feeling of wanting her so much is drifting away. I still really miss her but it's good I guess that I'm spending time apart from her. Start the process of moving on. But there's still a part, a feeling, inside me that still love her. That is a very dangerous feeling. I'm trying to seal it and just keep it away. It's unmistakably extremely fragile. Just one look from her, a smile, a laugh, that feeling is just gonna burst out. It's clear that she doesn't want to be together. So I can't keep doing this to myself. This will be good for me.

There are other girls out there but I can't imagine myself with any of them though. I've only imagined myself with her. Ah shit... Anyways, gonna make breakfast now. Good morning.