We had a casual and great conversation for the first time in a while. It was the best moment I had in ages, just talking to her. Well, texting but still. I realised that I'm still so deeply in love with her. The girl I met 9 years ago, I'm still in love with her. I wish she could see how crazy I am for her. To those who are reading this, do not judge me. I've been maddeningly in love with her for the pass 9 years so I think I know what love is. No kid is crazy enough to pursue a girl for 9 years like me.

Anyways, I'm not giving up. She may not love me today or tomorrow but I will love her till it kills me and even then, you would still be in my heart. I will win her heart, Godwilling. Seeing her with someone else and knowing that I can't have her, just kills me.. She's everything to me. She's my world. I will keep on loving her despite the fact I'll get hurt again. I never learn cause I don't want to. Not when I'm still strong to fall for her all over and over again.

I'm crazy for you girl.