It's been a while since I posted something. My last post was on the 24th of March. It was her birthday. It's been 68 days. A lot of things happened in those 68 days. But there's not much to tell. I passed my German A2 examination. The paper was tough. I spent a weekend in Johor few weeks back. I saw her for a brief while visiting school.

Then recently I was badly ill. I had a fever for around 5 days. I was confined to either the couch or my bed. I could only eat soup and porridge but the good thing about it is that I lost quite an amount of weight which I am really rather happy about.

Anyways, I had or maybe have a crisis. I planned to not pursue art. I wasn't too sure what I wanted to do, but then I straightened things out and I decided yeah I'm doing fine arts and I'm going to Germany.

Living in KL isn't a hoot as what many people say. It's constantly congested. I miss my friends. I miss life in JB and I need to get my driving license pronto. I have no idea why I registered driving school in JB knowingly I was going to move to KL. That was real smart.

I watched MiB III the other day and it was awesome. Agent K, played by Tommy Lee Jones is just brilliant. I bought the first two DVDs and watched it again. I want to be an MiB agent now. No longer a Jedi, or a detective like Sherlock Holmes. MiB agent is the new Jedi and detective.

For the pass few days all I could think about is her. I'm not too sure what caused it. All I want to do is tell her how much I love her and miss her. But the thing is, I can't. I want to, but I can't. It's like defying the laws of love. I fucking miss you.