Had my first paper today. Anyways I'm not here to talk about how the paper went. School ended for my class. It's the beginning of the end and at the same time it's the dawn of a new beginning.

So anyways, I don't think I'm going anywhere close of winning her heart. I don't know. I'm not thinking negative but I guess it's just pure logic. Fuck.. It's not easy anymore. When has it ever been?

I don't know if one day you'll still be there for me (I hope you will). All I know, is you'll have to face your own life, facing college, work (I'll be there to help you through). You'll become a wife to your husband, a mother to your child and I want to thank you, for being part of my life. There is still a time where I picture myself in that image. School boy fantasy of course. I'm that crazy to even think that far. Judge me all you want fellow readers, this boy is in love. BIG TIME.